based on lies
he told me that i'm the queen
with a braight dress
i believe in this words
that was my mistake
I grew up in the bloody utopia
I clung to promises
I dressed illusions
And the reality naked me
A fake kiss, a fake hug
made me fly into a false sky
which collapsed on me
And i was unarmored
I believed in every single word
I swallowed every act of cowardice
and I endured
I grew up in the bloody utopia
I clung to promises
I dressed illusions
And the reality naked me
Every word hurted me like a stab
but i liked the edge of the knife